i'm so tired. watching many friendships slip out of my fingers, thinking "i'm too tired to save this one. maybe the next" and i never find one worth saving. or maybe after spending every day chasing after my own tail hoping it'd somehow lead me to you, i just don't have the energy left.
this holiday was a time of remembrance: that people who want to stay, will stay. they might leave for awhile to find themselves, but they'll always come back. i'm hoping against hope and odds that you're one of those, if not i'm in trouble because i can't move out from this square you left me in.
always been one to stand up for my house and say that we're close, but thru the later part of last sem and now.. i'm not too sure anymore. really not looking forward to school starting.
next post will be on Sothea, for memories sake.
